Never..

Never..

I have seen you. Yes, you. The only one person who’s I really want to meet in this last 6 months. The only one person who’s I’m still waiting for. You are still the same. With your favorite glasses, a white polo-shirt and jeans. It’s so your style. I still remember it. I have seen your smile too. A warm smile. A smile which I really really missing to see. A smile which I dreaming of. A smile which can made my days. My days 6 months ago..

I have seen him too. The man who you had dinner with. The man who you were smiling with. It’s so damn hard. And hurt. I really really  want to meet with you, but I never thought to meet you with him. I never even thought to see you smiling for the other guy. Never. I don't know who is he. I don't know what kind of relationship you have with him. I just know you are really happy without me beside you. Not like you, I'm in misery without you here..

I’m already promised to myself I wouldn’t cry again for you. But I can't. A silent tear falls from my eyes. What should I do? What should I say? To make you change your mind. To make you come back to me. You know that everyday I'm still waiting. Waiting for your text, waiting for your call. Waiting for you. Another day comes and goes, but you never come and looking for me..

You ever said you needed me more than I needed you. Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn't true? Why did you say you loved me? Then turn around and set me free? I never understood what's the point and purpose of your coming in my life if you are leaving me alone now..

I love you and want you but I know I can't make you love me. Never..