I'm done..

I'm done..

I wasn’t looking for this.

What is this? I don’t know.

You know I was doing just fine.

By myself, on my own.

Tell me how to stop this feeling..

I can’t imagine right now.

Standing here, without you.

To think that I tried to ignore.

What I felt, what I knew.

I could never stop this feeling..

I don’t wanna fall in love.

Just wanna have a little fun.

Then you came and swept me up.

And now I’m done, so done.

Fallen madly deeply I.

Surprised myself enough to find.

That what’s begun is love.

And now I’m done, so done.

I’m done..

Thank you for not letting go

when I said let me go.

Thank you for timing.

Thank your finding.

Thank you for not believing me..

I wasn’t looking for this.

And now I’m done,

I’m done..

(I'm Done - Pussycat Dolls)

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I’ve been here all along just waiting..

I’ve been here all along just waiting..

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me.

Maybe I was asking you to understand because 

for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it. 

And maybe it’s bad timing, but maybe I don’t care.. 

I’ve been here all along just waiting. 

Waiting for you to notice me. 

Waiting for you to care.

Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too 

and you haven’t, and maybe you never will. 

Or maybe you’re too afraid to..

But it hurts the same. 

And in the end, I’m on the one that’s left broken 

and when I lay down to sleep, I’m the one crying. 

So screw the bad timing please. 

I’ve loved you then like I love you now.

Like I probably always will..

You make me laugh, you make me sad.

My heart cries a lot.

A love without you is tough..

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I miss you again..

I miss you again..

So here I am now. Without you here, alone. I'm alone again and again. And once again, I'm missing you. Missing you so badly. Missing you until my tears come out. I'm missing your smile. I'm missing your hug. Missing when you looked into my eyes. Missing when you ran your fingers through my hair. Missing the lips that made me fly. I'm missing everything. Everything about you, about us..

I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world. We'd talk on the phone for a few hours and every time I saw you, I felt you are the perfect one for me. Every time we kissed it felt like I was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you and now that you're gone I'm hurting like hell..

I really wanna come to see you, I really really wish I could. You know, when I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you. That's not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance between us for a while and makes me smile when i saw your face in some of yours old pictures. Although I know in the real I can't be with you. I know that you are not mine again..

I don't know what can I do anymore. I am just waiting and hoping and wishing for the time, when we can be together again. I miss you..

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Love don't come easy..

Love don't come easy..

I've travelled the whole wide world, still I haven't found you.

Call out your name almost every day, hope to hear from you soon.

Still believe that you will come to me and I'll be waiting right here.

I keep on looking for you patiently, fighting out all doubts and fears..

I lived so many lives. I've touched a millions of hearts.

I spread my wings but I couldn't fly, though I wished on so many stars.

Painted different pictures in my mind but I can't build a frame.

And what´s the use of painting if I seem to be blind?

Please show me your face..

Just a vision of you is enough for the prove

and I'm willing to do what it takes.

I am ready for pain and the joy that you bring.

Holding on even if my heart breaks..

Love, love don't come easy for the one who wants to be loved.

Love, love don't come easy, seems there is none but I won't give up.

Love don't come easy, feelings grow slowly, slowly.

Love is taking it's time.

Love don't come easy, don't wanna be lonely, lonely.

One day you will be mine, you will be mine..

What did I do?

Did I scare you away?

What can I do to make you stay?

Why can't you see I'm on my knees?

I need you here with me..


(Love Don't Come Easy - Monrose)

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I don't love you anymore..

I don't love you anymore..

I still can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold. 

Cold like an ice. Very very cold ice. 

I wish I can make that ice melt and get your warmness again.

 I wish I can make you become the person as before I knew. 

Full of warm person. Full of laugh person. 

Person who I love..

I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore.

 It's enough. I can't hold the hurt inside, 

keep the pain out of my eyes anymore. 

My tears no longer waiting, 

my resistance ain't that strong. 

My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone. 

I'm sick and tired of this silly games. 

Really really tired..

Should I give up? 

Should I say I don't want you anymore?

 Should I say I don't love you anymore? Should I?

 If it can make you become the old you. 

Back to being a person who can always make me 

have some passions to pass my day.

 I will say it. I will say I don't love you anymore..

I don't love you anymore. 

But I hope you know that I lied when I said that..

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I wish I can be a chocolate..

I wish I can be a chocolate..

Chocolate. Who doesn't like it? Everybody likes chocolate. We love it too. I love it and you love it. You know how much I love chocolate, and I know how much you love it too. A glass of chocolate ice cream with a lot of hot chocolate sauces in an italian gelato bar. This always be your favorite. Too much sweets but it always makes you happy. It can make you fat but you don't care about that. It always makes you smile like a child.. 

I wish I can be a chocolate. A chocolate for you. I wish I can make you happy when you see me, when you talk with me. Like a chocolate. I wish I can tastes so good for you, every time and every where. I wish I can be your favorite chocolate. Be the sweetest chocolate for you..

Even I know that the sweetest chocolate can be expired..

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I miss everything about you..

I miss everything about you..

I can't sleep last night. I just slept for 3 hours or less. I don't know. But it doesn't matter for me again, I never can have a sleep since you left me. Since you said we couldn't be together again..

When I woke up, the first thing I did was check my blackberry as usual. Hope there was a little message from you. A little hello or a short morning greeting like what you used always send to me in a few months ago. Yes, you have always send it to me, every morning when you woke up. Even when I have not opened my eyes. When I still had a sweet dream about you. But there isn't anything now..

I realize that I miss everything about you. Can't believe that I still want you, after all the things we've been through. I miss everything about you..

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I’m so tired of being alone and it hurts..

I’m so tired of being alone and it hurts..

I'm in here, can anybody see me?

Can anybody help?
I'm in here, a prisoner of history,
Can anybody help?

I have always wished to have someone to talk or chat with.
Or just to go to eat dinner with.
And listen to me tell about my day. 

I want someone who won't judge me.

Someone who can accept me for who I really am.

And then you came..

I still remember when you came for me 5 months ago.

When you said "We could be friend if you'd allow me.."

I remembered when you said everything gonna be okay.

When you really really made me felt better.

When I thought I would never be alone again..

But now, I’m sitting at home and crying my eyes out now.

I'm alone, really really alone.

I can't sleep for 3 months.

I waited for you, waited for you change your mind.

Waited for you to come back to me..

You don't know what that feels like.

Being abandoned by the only person you thought you could depend on.

You've always have someone by your side, but me?

I never that until you but then you left me.

You left me, really really left me.

Did you know what you were doing?

I don't know what to say to u anymore. 

Anything I say just isn't enough to make u realize that I really do need you. 

I think, life is easy with u here n when u leave it will be hard again..

Sometimes, I think if you never came my life would be easier.

But, without you in it, it wouldnt be my mine..

Can't you hear my call?

Are you coming to get me now?

I've been waiting for you to come rescue me,

I need you to hold all of the sadness I can not,

Living inside of me..

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